Carrie Zelynn Ng #2

Jason Derulo

Whatcha Say

[Chorus]

Wha- wha- what did she say
Mmmm whatcha say,
Mmm that you only meant well?
Well of course you did
Mmmm whatcha say,
Mmmm that it's all for the best?
Of course it is

[Verse 1]
I was so wrong for so long
Only tryin' to please myself (myself)
Girl, I was caught up in her lust
When I don't really want no one else
So, no I know I should of treated you better
But me and you were meant to last forever

[Hook]
So let me in (let me in) give me another chance (another chance)
To really be your man
Cause when the roof cave in and the truth came out
I just didn't know what to do
But when I become a star we'll be living so large
I'll do anything for you
So tell me girl

[Chorus]
Mmmm whatcha say,
Mmm that you only meant well?
Well of course you did
Mmmm whatcha say, (whatcha say)
Mmmm that it's all for the best?
Of course it is
Mmmm whatcha say,
Mmm that you only meant well?
Well of course you did
Mmmm whatcha say, (whatcha say)
Wha- wha- wha- wha- what did she say

[Verse 2]
How, could I live with myself
Knowing that I let our love go (love go)
And ooh, when I do with one chance
I just gotta let you know
I know what I did wasn't clever
But me and you we're meant to be together

[Hook]
So let me in (let me in) give me another chance (another chance)
To really be your man
Cause when the roof cave in and the truth came out
I just didn't know what to do
But when I become a star we'll be living so large
I'll do anything for you
So tell me girl

[Chorus]
Mmmm whatcha say,
Mmm that you only meant well?
Well of course you did
Mmmm whatcha say, (whatcha say, whatcha say)
Mmmm that it's all for the best?
Of course it is
Mmmm whatcha say,
Mmm that you only meant well?
Well of course you did
Mmmm whatcha say, (whatcha say, whatcha say)
Wha- wha- wha- wha- what did she say

[Verse 3]
Girl, tell me whatcha said (said)
I don't want you to leave me
Though you caught me cheatin'
Tell me, tell me whatcha said (said)
I really need you in my life
Cuz things ain't right, girl
Tell me, tell me whatcha said (said)
I don't want you to leave me
Though you caught me cheatin'
Tell me, tell me whatcha said (said)
I really need you in my life
Cuz things ain't right

[Hook]
Cause when the roof cave in and the truth came out
I just didn't know what to do
But when I become a star we'll be living so large
I'll do anything for you
So baby watcha say!

[Chorus]
Mmmm whatcha say,
Mmm that you only meant well?
Well of course you did
Mmmm whatcha say, (whatcha say, whatcha say)
Mmmm that it's all for the best?
Of course it is
Mmmm whatcha say,
Mmm that you only meant well?
Well of course you did
Mmmm whatcha say, (whatcha say, whatcha say)

Wha- wha- wha- wha- what did she say

 

Totally loving this song (:

wha wha wha wha what did she say?

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Carrie Zelynn Ng

Gross. I can't seems to fall asleep, and I can't find the reason? Gross isn't it?

Decided to blog. Thinking about blogging over at blogger, but there's a second thought. =/ Anyway, doesn't make a different on where I blog isn't it? No one's reading it. HAHAA =/

Worked on Halloween night, Shining @ Attica. It was crazy... Packed like nobody's business. A few, just a few, weird costume.. =/ No fun. Packed but boring like hell. =/ Early hours went Attica to help. Well some customer order eight Flaming. I almost died. =/ He was saying he would like all eight to be lighted at the same time... When there's only two servers?! =/ So we did a pair at a time. I seriously, do not like to light a Flaming. =/ But still fun though. Total bill of S$216, for eight Flaming. This is insane. You can almost get a bottle of Vodka please. Why waste money? =/

Anyway, I didn't head for Butterfact again. Okay I'm damn emo about it. Don't remind me. Tell you what, I'm so going for next month. =D So please, please do not have any test or exams on Monday alright?! =/

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Carrie Zelynn Ng

P/s: Sometimes I really don't like changes. =(

"It's not about you didn't put in enough effort, it's about missing a step and causes the defeat."
Best part of this sentence is: missing a step means nothing. In life you've tried but you didn't get it, keep trying then. Stop wasting time on being upset, recollect yourself and give it a try again and again and again. Missing a step just makes us stronger.
-
Carrie Zelynn Ng
P/s: Above entry is done by me. It's original

"It's not about you didn't put in enough effort, it's about missing a step and causes the defeat."
Best part of this sentence is: missing a step means nothing. In life you've tried but you didn't get it, keep trying then. Stop wasting time on being upset, recollect yourself and give it a try again and again and again. Missing a step just makes us stronger.
-
Carrie Zelynn Ng
P/s: Above entry is done by me. It's original

Stop behaving like a kid, you are 20.

This is getting out of hand, out of control. Deep down inside me, I refused to face the fact that I'm so going to turn 21 next year. Guess what, I though behaving like a kid helps? No it does not. I'm just deceiving myself. When the sun is up, reality sets in.

And here comes reality. Grow up now Carrie Zelynn.

-

Carrie Zelynn Ng

P/s: You are old enough to face situation on your own, by yourself. Stop running back to your comfort zone.

Carrie is:

Happily-tired-but-can't-sleep.

 

I'm having insomnia, can you imagine... CARRIE ZELYNN and INSOMNIA! It doesn't link at all, does it?

Alright tell me about it, insomnia.

It has been weeks!!!!

Can't I just rest well?? =/

Sigh

 

I'm happy, I'm sad, I'm hyper, I'm tired, I'm lucky, I'm unlucky; I'm a million different things everyday of a week.
This should sound okay.

For Carrie Zelynn Ng, herself. She has not been behaving real well. As in she did not attend school most of the time. Listening wise... She did, that's when she's in school. Ha! Ironically, it depends on who and which. =/
Right now, she's in the lecture which she has been skipping ever since school reopened. 7th weeks, and this is just her barely first attendance. How great can she be? Yes she sucked. =|
Cannot wait till the end of her "every-wednesday got to work" days (: Three more Wednesdays to go, fweeet! More time to study, more time to rest, more time for everyone. Isn't it just way too cool? Well it's about give and take. No longer working on Wednesday means lesser pay... =/ But more of other things, still worth it. I hope.

Month of May... A damn long month... Imagine she's working every Wednesday, Friday & Saturday... Out of all, Carnival was the hell of a day. Kind of fun, enjoyable and interesting (: Met people from different walks of life. Some of them sort of motivates her... Some's words nearly pulled her down. Fred not, thank god she's strong. (Somehow strong) LOL!

Month of May.
A month that isn't of patient, not at any point of good.
A month that Carrie Zelynn did not appreciate what others has done for her, especially you. (Sincerely apologise, I'm Sorry.)
A month that she learnt to learn...
This month... She got to pick up her patience; more understanding & more revision for Common tests!
Way to go, are you ready for the next roller coaster ride??
-

Carrie Zelynn Ng

P/s: Psst silly, thanks for the month of may (: *132 (If you still remember the code) Ha!

When I don't even know, if you cared.

Puzzled.

Shyt-y feeling.

Headache.

My itchy fingers.

I'm doubting everything.

DAMN IT, DAMN ME.

I'm on the verge of giving up....

Damn it, my tears are rolling down my cheeks.

CARRIE ZELYNN NG

Case of the Ex
Mya

It's after midnight and shes on you phone (phone)
Sayin'come over cuz shes all alone (lone)
I could tell it was your ex by your tone (tone)
Why is she callin now after so long


Now, what is it that she wants
Tell me what is it that she needs
Did she hear about the brand new benz that you just bought for me
Cuz yall didnt have no kids
Or share no mutual friends
And you told me that she turned trick when yall broke up in 96..

HOOK

Wutcha gon' do when you cant say no
And the feelings start to show boy I really need to know and..
How ya gonna act
How ya gonna handle that
Wutcha gonna do when she wants you back

REPEAT HOOK

There's no need to reminisce bout the past (past)
Obviously cuz that shit did not last (last)
I Know how a woman will try to game you (you)
Don't get caught up because baby, you'll lose

Now what is it that she wants
Tell me what is it that she needs
Did she hear about the brand new Benz that you just bought for me
Cuz yall didnt have no kids
Didnt share no mutual friends
And you told me that she turned trick
When yall broke up in 96..


REPEAT HOOK 3X

Tell me why she on the phone in the middle of the night
Tell me why she is your life trying to get whats mine
She dont know me, shes about to know me
Im in you life thats how its gon' be

I seen her photo, she aint even all that
So if you want her back, you can take her back
Cuz game recognize game, i can do the same thing
Get it right, change or take back this ring

REPEAT HOOK 3X

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Fweeeet! Siuyee introduced this song to me~ She says it suits me to core HAHA!
Bloody hell eh SY! But you are love~
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CARRIE ZELYNN NG

April snow. Managed to pull it through. Tough work, as it seem? Partially, I've got to agree. The thoughts of others crossed my mind, some how messed up my life. Gossip-mongers still banter their way through; as if they knew what's the inside. Ironically, they don't. What they knew best was to spread their juicy rumors, which seems so harmless yet so sinful. Ironic. =/
Month of April, the sorrow snow; when it touches my skin, a bunch of unknowing feels are at large. They are hard to catch, hard to control and hard to erase.
Maybe, it's just part and parcel of life. Something for me to learn, to embrace and to acknowledge the present of it.

One thing to be sure of; never be on of them, the gossip-mongers. (:
Another thing; once it's broken, you can never get it back into one whole piece. (:
-
carrie zelynn ng

Yes teardrops from the sky, or otherwise raindrops... I'm just trying to make this post looks emo... Okay slightly towards sadness... Seriously, what's wrong ehh? Sometimes, I felt so stupid... Like duh! So stupid to like believe again... All over again. Zzz...

Right school for Monday was all about food and chatting... People says I'm a happier person now (: As in I can finish the entire plate of food, the good old CARRIE ZELYNN NG is back. After she went missing for the whole of YEAR 2 sem 2. Probably half a year? LOL Well great to know that I'm back =X Went missing for a frigging long time... =/ Then again, it's cool to have LALA! (:

I shall quit clubbing too... (: Okay like a zillion times I've said it on blog and to people... But this time it's for real. (: Right... I'm serious please.
Like what Lala said... "Clubbing is chor..." LOL! The way she said it just cracks me out. "chor~" LOL! Turning twenty soon~ This sucks... Got to learn how to like save S$12K before I turn 21, one more year to go... Wthhh.......... Please I need to save....

Learn from Jeremy:

1. Spend on what I need, and save the rest!

2. Eat what's filling and cheap. ( But but but, I'm a food lover?! Okay how about 4 times a month? (: )

3. No ATM Cards, no another cards except EZ LINK CARD! (This is from me.)

4. No cabbing, unless no choice... ( Totally agree! )

Please hope that these pointers works, for me & on me. =D

 

Oh yes, latest update.. It doesn't seems like it's raining... More towards lightnings and thunders, without raindrops. Sigh, no wonder I can't type out any emo stuffs. Oh well, or maybe I'm not even emo in the first place? LOL! How weird...

BIG NOs as at 21 Apr 09:

1. NO SMOKING!

2. NO CLUBBING!

(Cause there's a inter-link in both of the above =/)

-

Carrie Zelynn Ng

P/s: Stupid that's my new nick name for today.

Pp/s: I WANT YOU OUT OF MY SIGHT, O-U-T!
 

First of all, I didn't delete the past entries. I just re-edited them under "Just Me (Private)" (: My memories anyway, Im not that heartless.

Just trying to start things allover again, something fresh on LJ.

I take cool-pills, so Im cool. LOL Okay that sounds wrong, but ya. Chilling out (:

Be back to update soon.

 

Something else...

AND!  I added you under "family"! Happy right?? =P Same as Pearlyn Tan lar! HOHO!

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x i a o s h a o

STOP.

Reaches my max.

-

x i a o s h a o

P/s: I just want to sleep my Saturday out!

Pp/s: Which part of "stop" did you not understand?

Ppp/s: I just want to sleep!

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I was there inviting you into my heart, and yet you are out in some other guy's car...

Thought you're with your girlfriends, yet enjoying drinks from many other men...

This is what I get. I'm just lacking on common sense....

Then again, look Im strong. I'll be okay...

Trust me when I say "I'll be okay". (:

Cause Im going to play the fool, one time.

Well well well....

Pang seh-ed everyone just sucks. Seriously... =/

No mood for Christmas, from me? That's rare. But I didn't really think that I will enjoy much for 2008's Christmas anyway. So what's the point?

With me/ without me, it is like no difference. And with me not in the mood to celebrate, it just spoils everything right? See...

So be slightly glad that I'm ain't around, for once. =D

 

Something else.

Sometimes I'm just so sick and tired to do things just to make others smile. People doesn't cherish what you're doing... So what for? Might as well do something you enjoyed the most right.  =P To me, it's sleeping your hearts out! =)

 

And talking about disappointment. I think you've done a great job. Yes, you did a great job. Wondering what ya trying to do and say. Whatever it is, it's in your hand... Crash it, cherish it; I've got no say.

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x i a o sh a o

P/s: I want a better Christmas next year, can I?

Well, to be truthful... I already had two blogs to update, here comes the third. Then again, it's so rare for me to even update the second blog... And right now I've got to update this too. (: Well... No one forced me to create this account you see. I did it willingly? Yes.

Almost forgotten, Good Morning to whoever is going to read this. I wonder who...

0608am, and I'm wide awake. I wonder why.

I think I'll upload the photos of the 2 tees and that adidas jacket for sales, I hope. I'm lazy, very lazy.

Nights,

x i a o s h a o

P/s: This system will not be forgotten (: I just love "p/s"es (: